Time to recover

The sunshine hits me, the breeze blew before now it’s stopped.
Yesterday I wasn’t well. Bad thoughts have seized me and I fell…I repented,I felt guilty but it’s idiocy. It’s time to recover, to act. In these days I’ve known why I restrict, why I wanted to kill me. I can’t express my emoction. Food was my outburst, my way to show the pain I feel. I don’t care nothing to be slim, but from when I was a child, problems attacked me and I learnt to hate myself. The unique thing I must do now it’s to accept myself and pull out my feelings. I believe in me. Life is one, and I don’t want to waste it. I’m alive, I’ll be strong.
Everybody could wonder about how important it’s our life.
Recovery worth it, don’t throw away even a second.
It’s time to recover.

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Snowgirl’s struggle

I’m sure,everyone fight against something.

All the people hides fears and uncertaines and sometimes they come out.

I’m here,sitting on a chair in my kitchen and writing this blog today,because I want to share with you my struggle counter the monsters living in my mind;they’re frightening,they try to bring me down and smother me.

But I think that if I’m stille alive,it’s because I’m strong enough to face them.

From today,I start my battle:it won’t be easy,sometimes I’ll fall,sometimes my fears will crush me.

But I’ll try to get up,I’ll rising from the dark that wrap me.

I’ll never be more the shadow of me.